Unlucky September

有人说我的blog積曬塵了

我今天就refresh it.

九月发生了很多事情

今天是9月29日

9月最后第二天了家里发生了很多事

前几天

爸爸在KL因工而割伤了手

当他去买胶布时就撞车了

今天

哥哥在KL被摩托撞现在还不懂怎样

我想他现在应该在警察局

我想他今天一定很没mood

希望他没事

平平安安

明天你们有回来吗？？？

朋友

你们真的是酱吗？？？我真的很想知道。。。有人跟我说你们说我坏话。。。我强逼自己不要相信这个事实。。可是事实就是酱。。。我不听别人讲什么我只关心这段友谊。。。是我笨吗？？？再次相信你们，我就再次伤心。。。心已经没有友谊了。。。现在你们还想我相信你们。。。可能吗？？？我觉得我无法再说服我自己再相信你们。。。你们一次又一次让我失望。。。因为你们使我好像没有安全感。。。因为你们使我觉得这世界上没有友谊。。。对不起你们即将成为我不是很熟的朋友。。。其实我真的不想走到这一步。。。我是逼不得已的。。。你们也很难让我重拾我对你们的信心。。。

没有友谊使我变得很寂寞。。。有了友谊使我很害怕，因为我不懂这段友谊是真的还是假的。。。我如此信任朋友却得到什么？？？得到被人到处说坏话。。。得到一份假情假意的友谊。。。付出很大的代价却得不到收获。。。还要得到不好的东西。。。有如此的友谊真的很伤心。。。

期待

今天早上去外婆家，四姨告诉我年尾有去英国。她问我要去吗，我想去可是要自费。不过我还是回去^^很想念那边的English Fish and Chip , MCDonald。我也很想念那边的天气（下雪）。去还是不去好？？？29/07/2011~我很期待这一天，尤其是下午4:42。我等这一刻等了很久~~希望它很快到(^(oo)^)

Sport day

Today is 9/7/2011 my school sport day.Before sport day my 100m and 200m also lose jor. Today I have run 4x100 , I think sure lose .But the result is my team take the 1st prize.My friends and I also very happy until cry.This prize is my 1st prize take in secondary school. Last week my friend training with me so tired and hard.Now we have the result already.Next year still want gambateh !!!!!GREEN HOUSE CHAMPION!!!!!!!GREEN HOUSE HOORAY!!!!!

假期

当假期刚开始，我真的很想上课觉得假期很闷很无聊。但是星期五晚上全部人都回家了，那时我们全家谈天谈到半夜才去睡觉。那天晚上我很开心。星期六哥哥带我去吃早餐，这是很难得的机会，因为哥哥不是每天都在家他们从吉隆坡回来我们三兄妹才一起。星期天家里没有网络，哥哥又要做功课我们只好去网吧。那天我也很开心，可以说他们人回来几天，那几天我都很开心。昨天爸爸和哥哥们都回吉隆坡了，我以为我放得下。可是晚上。。。我始终都放不下。当他们回吉隆坡后我很希望每天都是4/6/2011（星期六），现在我不再想上课了，我想继续放假。现在我用着的电脑，音响都是二哥的，不禁又让我想起二哥了。自己在家很闷时又想起他，以前我们两兄妹自己在家时，电脑只有一台我都会让给他玩，因为当他玩游戏时他都会说出一些很好笑的东西，犹如配音。现在我自己玩电脑真的很闷。以前哥哥给我玩电脑时，电脑有什么问题我一叫他，他就来帮我弄电脑。现在电脑有什么问题都不可以叫他，就算打电话给他都要在晚上，下午他要上课。以前他在家有功课不明白问他就可以了，但现在有什么功课不明白还是要自己做。他在家我不必提心吊胆，但现在我自己在家都会不断的提心吊胆。。。哥你几时才回来？？两年后你才开始training，还有degree叻。我相信在我读完高中后哥哥才回来。到时到外地读书的会是我。

Mid-year Exam

6th May until 14th May is my school mid-year exam now is the time my result come out.My result is very bad>.< already fail two subject...they are bm and pmr sejarah.....but i am very happy that is my pmr geography has 78%....first time my pmr geography take so high marks....second high mark is computer...then all also 5x and 6x...this time exam i think i didn't hardworking take this type of result back home.....next time i want hardworking !!!!!gambateh

你到吉隆坡读书后的心声

我知道你到吉隆坡读书是为了你自己有更好的前途，我不可以酱自私要你为了我留在家陪我而荒废自己的学业。但是我真得很不习惯你不在家，当我自己在家很闷就会想起你。很多习惯要做的东西都不用再做了，我情愿每天叫你起床好过每天早上没事做。三年前大哥去吉隆坡读书，我也是将想念他，也许我和大哥相处的日子不多才11年，但我也是很想他。我和你相处14年了，从我出世到我现在14岁我从未离开过你。现在你要到吉隆坡读书，很多东西真得很不习惯。以前在家有你陪我不会害怕，但现在你到吉隆坡读书没人陪我，自己在家真的很怕。每当一辆车经过我都会望一望，因为你不在家是我的安全感增加了。3年前家里剩下3人，3年后家里剩下2个人。不懂你几时会回来，我怕你会像别人酱，有了女朋友经常不回家。

jogathon that day and after jogathon day

haiz....too long didn't renew my blog......because lazy ....16/4/2011 is jogathon day.....that day was my first time went for jogathon ..... really first time ..... I haven't try it before ... so that day i'm very excited ..... but i also very scare ...... 3.2km how to jog???when the jogathon start .... i try my best to jog ...... when i jog until the station 12 .... actually i did not expect to get the first 20 ..... but until station 12 i'm very tired ..... the remaining distance i walked awhile jog awhile ... so when i arrived the destination already 100++ ...... after the jogathon day again a trouble thing ..... my friend cheat my friend and i ...... i need forgive her or not???Now all my friend very hate her...and they didn't chat with her ..... very bother arh!!!!

Suddenly i remember a song ......

sorry love, for wasting your time

and I'm sorry that hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry i was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

在地震后,狗的感人举动

bother me

12th March 2011 is the first day of the holiday.. when the exam was end the holiday was start ... this holiday i really very relax .. why now i am like a people very bother???Is he anything also didn't talk with me so me make me very bother?? I dunno last year my choice was correct or not???Is it wrong??? Is it right???Anybody can tell me the choice is right or wrong???Suddenly I want to cry but I cannot cry i very scare my family will know...something I really cannot tell him i scare he "eat vinegar"but he hope anything i also tell him...how can i do????VERY BOTHER ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I know he miss me..I also miss he ...but I really not free to go out with he...he always say i don't want go out with he......from that day he want to change the name to "ForEver'z" i already think this name only for p&z and he&I but now he didn't ask me than ask henry and cement ...so now can i say the name only for the four people only???

2011年

已经开学一个月了。。新年也来临了。。很开心。。但是说到学校就。。。一个月以来学校的老师也调动了很多次。。我的历史老师原本是一个使我听书的老师。。可是现在换了一个整天骂人不教书的老师。。都不懂要怎样考试。。还有华语老师也是他。。也是不教书。。原本想在初中二努力读书希望可以升班给妈咪一个惊喜。。谁知。。。唉！！！不知这算不算有心无力叻。。。学校功课不算多还可以应付。。。但考试就。。。想到新年就很开心但是想到新年后的考试就惨了。。。希望新的一年有新的开始。。。在此恭祝大家新年快乐，心想事成，身体健康，万事如意